I get more pleasured thinking about how it feels to have another guy give me a blowjob if I had a penis and imagining a girl doing it turns me off. As I stated before, I'm a girl and I like my body, even my genitals, but when I watch gay porn, I touch myself and imagine I have a penis. Also I find it absolutely amazing watching a guy suck another guy on porn, it just seems so pleasuring. Most of the gay porn I watch are usually the ones where one of the guys initiate first and the other is reluctant at first. And recently, I find myself watching gay porn. This is weird, but even when I watch porn, on occasions I watch male and female, but most of the time.